Please help me
Hi there, i am new to this forum. I have been married for 10 years. A year ago find out my husband cheated on me. Still hurt and cry everyday until now. Brought up in very religous family even make it hard to cope. As a christian I do believe that marriage only happen once in a life time and no mater what it is you work it out because God is always there to help you. My family said I should forgive him and to forgive is to forget which I said to God that I forgive him the day i found out but I just cant help it that I cant forget what he had done. I am confuse and very sad. Went to marriage counselor, pray every time, read the bible every night, went to church every time i can ask all the family to pray for my marriage but still feel so empty. I have 3 children and I feel sory for them if they have to loose their Dad. He is a good Dad. I dont have feeling for my husband anymore. He said he was sory and will never do it again but the pain just wont go away. He even said to me that maybe this is the chance for me to prove that i am a good christian to forgive him and help him. I dont know if I can do this anymore. I stay with him because of my 3 beautiful children but I think it is not a good reason either. Please pray for me cos i really am confuse .......
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