I am and always was your son. I just could not understand why you treated me like this.
You know I was an Altar Server at my Local Church, I went too Mass with out fail, even possibly at the expense of my first marriage. I ate your body and drank of your precious blood, I celebrated each day and praised yout Holy name.
Father, then my first wife left taking my precious little boy with no reason. I cried ut to you in the darkness of the night, to receive no reply.
All I ever wanted to be was a Dad, a Father to my child. Lord Why? I asked you that a million times "Why?" but no reason came.
Now I am married to a woman I love. Ok we have our ups and downs, but I love her dearly. She has two children, well you know that. It isnt the same as having my own child, similar, but any Step father will tell you, its ok looking after another mans child, but what they "really" was is a child to celebrate the marriage they are in.
But no, you decided that my wife should be scared to have a nother child, Lord are you having a laugh? Little wonder why I think that you are not allowing me to have another baby.
If that be your will then so be it, but please have the decency to let me know why?
As you are a merciful Lord, please God go easy on me. You've put me through all this in the past few years, isnt it time for so happiness?
With my son, I tell him off he he has done wrong, and praise him when he has done well. That is me being a Dad,
If I do wrong Lord, you let me know about it, dont I know it. However if I do well, you say nothing.
Please Please Please Father, let me have some happiness now.