Re: How to ensure the pain of a separation
she means that they remind her of me. Over the years she has grown apart from me. I have always felt that she was somehow gealous of me and rarely showed support in the things about me. I am a good father and husband. I often put them first, and told her and the kids frequently how blessed i was for our family. Yes, I am tired after work but I didn't sit around watching TV. I was a help mate to her and often showing my love. Yes, I was particular about how to raise the kids...discipline and things like that, and yes at times I could be very moody (after work I am exhausted), but I was never allowed to show the least amount of this...she was always more tired, or sick or something. I can't judge someone's heart but she would read the bible, participate in church life and witnessed to others for Christ but what has happened now has many thinking? Somene told me today that they saw signs of her "restless spirit" over the past year and wasn't completely surprised. Not sure what that meant but it is sure diffucult to comprehend.
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