Re: How do i fix this now?
Maybe you are right Johnee but I doubt it, not for me to say I know but people like my ex and Hallowed'e ex are chasing something. They don't seem to know what they want. I always thought I married my husband think he somehow saved me but it was the other way round. Eventually they will tire of each other, they are both too needy and expect other to provide their happiness. Too immature.
Ahh love and light, I'm past caring what is wrong with him. Too exhausting.
The thing for me is the forgiveness is I'm nearly there. I don't think about him with an axe between his eyes anymore but still he irritates me purely by simply sending a text.
I have a very forgiving nature but every now and then silly thought creep in and before you know it the whole day is lost agonising over stupid details. It's exhausting working my way out of it but it can be done which is good. Positive thinking and affirmations are the only thing getting me through it.
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