Thank you for being there,
I don't know where to begin, it is all so complicated. But to make it short,
I have been married 12 years,(second marriage). About 7 yrs. ago I had a inkling that my husband (Mike) was a control freak. But I guess I just kept thinking he would see the errors of his ways
He does not physically abuse me, in fact, he often tell me he wants me to be all that I can be, but everything that I have done he has been derisive about. More about all those this in another message.
Anyway I am lost. I started drinking again about 3 years ago, very bad for me, as I am an alcoholic. Tried to stop but my doctor will not help, he insists I get my drinking down to 4 drinks a day for 2 weeks, before he will help me. When I get it down to 4 I get terrible tics in my face and am very afraid of DT's or convusions. Asked my husband to call him and tell him I am trying and can only get it down to 6 drinks a day.....but he hasn't and wont. Please, please someone help me!!!!!!
Patti