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Old 24th November 2014, 03:58 PM   #3
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Re: Anxiety in the marriage

I haven't been back on anti depressants since although sometimes I think I should be when I have a bad patch. When I said 'mistake' I didn't sleep with him or anything like that by the way. It was more a supportive friendship going too far.

In some ways I think I told him because I wanted him to leave me. But he won't give me up without a fight which is so admirable. I just find every day an absolute struggle. I can't describe it. If I didn't have my children, I would almost be convinced that ending my life would be easier than live with pain and suffering.

I wouldn't go through with it but this is my daily thought process. I'm just tired of it :-(
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