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Originally Posted by chosen
If you cant face that, write and write and write all of your feelings down. I did this for about 2 years after my marriage ended suddenly after 23 years, and it did help.
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I have been doing that and that is also why I am on here too. To let it out but the more I let out the more I feel inside. Seems like an endless tunnel of pain. I will get through. One of my feelings is about my dad. He committed suicide when I was baby but I didnt know that unill I was 16. I found out the wrong way and then all of a sudden all these feelings of love and hate started to fill me up. I am starting to cry just thinking about him.
I use to be very religious myself and was an altar boy until I was 15. I soon stopped going to church after that. I have thought about going back to sunday mass.