Re: Courage to leave my 11 year marriage
The reason because my family think it's all about him is because they know I cheated on him. My mum and my brother know little bits about what he has done to me but not the full extent of it. I haven't spoken to my dad for around 5-6 years (since he found out I cheated).
He does always say he will never hurt me again but he doesn't understand that abuse also means verbal abuse, control and other things.
I have started to see a counsellor for my issues but he point blank refuses to see anyone.
He thinks we are fine and back to normal again! When I spoke to him the other day again about leaving, he threatened to kill me and the other person i slept with.
I do feel trapped... I do want to move out do much and get back to that person that has been lost for so long now. But on the other hand I am scared of the repercussions.
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