Re: Please help me sort this
Well maybe i worded that a bit wrong, i mean that if i dont have him, i feel like i dont have anything, we do everything together always have, we have the same interests, same social scene, there isnt my friends and his friends just our friends, we are involved for almost 10 years in an organisation which takes up most weekends etc and if we arnt together, i will have nothing. We dont have children so i cant even focus on making things right for them. Reading alot of the stories and post here, and seems so many people in the same boat and the same feelings all hurting terrible, i really just want to hide away and make the whole thing go away. I constantly imagine him saying to me "look i made a mistake, i do love you, i would be the happiest person in the world. I love him with every breath in my body and i know that without him i am not complete and thats not to do with lack of self esteem or confidence, its just to do with lack of him. I think its in his head but he is one of the most stubborn people ever and when he makes a decision he rarely backs down
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