read this
http://wiki.answers.com/Q/How_do_you_get_over_your_ex
We'll find another best friend,lover, trusted companion. In fact. we'll find a much better one
:-)
I'm going to work really hard on trying to figure out if H really is a evil, selfish horror out to get me and throw me away with nothing or if he genuinely just wants out this relationship as fast as possible because he really is beginning to see me as a pest. If it's the latter I think i may be able to forgive and understand why I feel he is being horrible.
I think we need to try forgive before me move on somehow. Seems impossible but I don't want to hate him forever. don't want to be friends either, that's just weird.
I want to be able to pass him on the street and feel nothing. I don't ask much do I :-)