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Originally Posted by Raymond
It seems to me that you read that joking refusal of this aspect of the bedroom as rejection Edgya when it wasn't meant to be a rejection of you. I think you read it wrong and perhaps have a self rejection complex deep down.
Can you say anything about your upbringing? Did you have a loving family? I suspect there was a problem there possibly?
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My father. Yes I did a lot of counseling because of him. My parents divorced when I was six, my father was very much upset with me because I chose to live with my mother. He rejected me all my adolescence and accepted me only after the death of my mother. The part of the family that I loved the most is dead ( my mum, my grandpa and grandma). My father's side of family is more concentrated on achievements and stuff. Now my dad did a lot of things to make up to me and my step brother loves me a lot and I am very close to him. So I am better.
I still handle any rejection very bad. Basically I run away.