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Old 19th September 2015, 01:28 PM   #22
chosen
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Re: Courage to leave my 11 year marriage

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Originally Posted by msjlhunter View Post
I feel i have no longer any respect for myself anymore.. This is apparent in my actions, i have done some horrible things just to see if i can feel anything, to try and get a reaction from myself if that makes any sense?!

But all it does is make me feel used and dirty but still i cannot stop, i thinks it's because i crave attention, love and friendship... From anyone!
Yes you are desperate for love and attention, and you will get that with God who wants you to come to Him for affirmation and unconditional love. He isnt worried what you have done, because Jesus died to wash away past sins if you ask for forgiveness and a fresh as His child.
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