Re: child produced from affair with married man
God is the only thing keep me going. I believe in Him. My emotion is up and down, most down and it is so hard to keep sane while my closest friends turned their back on me when I told them I want to work on my marriage. NO one my H and everyone is trying to make me see. Yes I might me needy and insecure mostly. I even feel disgusted with myself that I choose to be walked all over by him. I go to counselling. I dont have any support from anyone else. My friends doesnt want to know me anymore. I feel so empty. I stay because I want to be happy with him and I want to try to make this marriage work. This is my second marriage and I feel like I am a failure.
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