Re: 18 months after H affair what now?
Thanks you chosen and jools for your thoughts it is so much appreciated.
I actually do believe that he might do it again if there was no reason for it, and it drives me crazy thinking that the next time will total destroy me.
I have only ever been with my h and I was the only one for him, but not now, since he has had the affair it feels as our bond and our togetherness has gone. I believed he was my soul mate and vice versa but that has gone as he has been with someone else.
I do want my old life back where we were a very solid unit who had a great life loved each other and had a very happy family life (for me any way) and I know that it will never be the same again, but moving on is so hard when I don't actually know what I want.
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