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Old 7th February 2011, 04:47 PM   #200
birdit
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Re: husband asked me to move out

Hi everyone, we agreed a figure at the weekend. Not as much I would probably get by going to court, but I really can't deal with the emotional trauma, and there is always a risk that it would be lower than what he offered me.
So today I feel like the pain is happening to me all over again - because the finality of our situation has been brought into sharp focus as we move to conclude the legalities.
I was physically sick this morning and I feel like screaming out loud because the pain is just too much to bear.
I saw him yesterday to agree numbers and it made me realise how much I still love him and want him back, and how much I am mourning my loss. I cannot see a way forward now - I know and hope i ntime this will change. But what I fear I will never come to terms with is how quickly it all disintegrated, and how, if I had not done certin things, we would still be together. I don't see how I will ever get over that.
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