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Old 29th March 2015, 08:08 PM   #1
cherrybomb
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Question does my husband still love me

Hi guys
Here goes ...iv been with my partner for 14 years me got together in school and went on to have to gawjus children very earlie in the relationship I wont go into to much details but during this time there were accusations that he had cheated ..he lied to me he was generally just mean staying out all night ect ect u get the picture ..until one day I snapped...from then on its always been my way !! Iv felt so lost and hurt but I couldn't leave I just couldn't ...i found myself having an EA over the internet ..my husband found out about it and it hurt him so much .but then hebwent on to have a text relationship with a girl he used to go to school with ....thing is it was a way ov venting my frustration and generally company now I haven't got that I'm finding that I losing the plot in my own company ..husbands never home working or when he is hes computor orientated ..iv tryed so hard to get him to understand that he just ignores me ..altho we have sex twice a week that's the only real contact we make ..I have panick attacks thinking he is cheating ..as he makes comment like he remembers to delete his browsing history and I didn't !! Iv found hes watching porn when I'm not home ..i think iv destroyed us ...whats ur opinion people am I fighting a losing battle ..hes my childhood sweetheart ..and 14 yrs of my life :\
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