freesoul
14th April 2008, 12:30 PM
Hello, i dont know how 2 start what i want to say but i will.
I am planning to marry my fiance in december and we are living together as well...4 weeks ago,i found out that he brought a woman into our house and they had sex in our bed.....I havent gotten myself ever since. problem is he has said he is sorry blah blah blah...i forgave him intially and decided to still go ahead with the wedding,but ever since i have been sad....i luv him so much but my mind keeps telling me to go....
but the problem here is that for the 4 years we have been dating,he cheatedon me plenty of time like 15 times i caugth him,he has impregnated an 18 yr old girl before and even left me for another woman before.. i keep forgiving him for all his wrongs because i always feel sorry when he comes crying begging for forgivness.and partly cos i love him so much i dont want him 2 leave him.....
Am i stupid to keep hanging on.Should i forgive him again? Should i still marry him? he has begged for forgiveness and promised never to do it again.But am scared of moving on. I have moved out of the house now and am trying to cut him away from me but its so hard,its very hard to let go,i feel am going to take him back
i have been in tears since yesterday non stop and i dont know what to do again.
I am planning to marry my fiance in december and we are living together as well...4 weeks ago,i found out that he brought a woman into our house and they had sex in our bed.....I havent gotten myself ever since. problem is he has said he is sorry blah blah blah...i forgave him intially and decided to still go ahead with the wedding,but ever since i have been sad....i luv him so much but my mind keeps telling me to go....
but the problem here is that for the 4 years we have been dating,he cheatedon me plenty of time like 15 times i caugth him,he has impregnated an 18 yr old girl before and even left me for another woman before.. i keep forgiving him for all his wrongs because i always feel sorry when he comes crying begging for forgivness.and partly cos i love him so much i dont want him 2 leave him.....
Am i stupid to keep hanging on.Should i forgive him again? Should i still marry him? he has begged for forgiveness and promised never to do it again.But am scared of moving on. I have moved out of the house now and am trying to cut him away from me but its so hard,its very hard to let go,i feel am going to take him back
i have been in tears since yesterday non stop and i dont know what to do again.