Micou the minx

[val100]

I know you are dealing with so much right now and I just wanted to post this thread so you know we are all thinking of you.

People are asking for you. you are in our thoughts and hearts, hope life is guiding you where you need to go.

We all care for you

[Alice Alice]

Little Sweet Minx where are you, Val is right alot of us miss you.

Its 9:33 am Canada time i have to get ready for church
Guess what?????? Mr Alice found it in his heart to make love to me!!!
This sight is blessed
Things are looking up!!!

Minx come back we love you soooo much!!

[justme&bailey]

Alice,

You little minx!! making love eh im sooooooooooooooooooooo jealous!!!....

Im glad things are looking up..

Love
Mia

[Micou]

Val thanks so much for this very supportive thread. I am really touched, thank you.

I have to admit that I have indeed hit rock bottom since coming back from my "escape" break. Things are just gloom and doom in my world right now and I have to admit that I am not coping with it all. I have an appointment later today to speak to a marriage counsellor and I also need to make an appointment this week to see my doctor and get some antidepressants or something to just help me cope with life in general.

You guys are the best. Thanks for being so kind to me. I will drop in when I am feeling a bit more "human".

(((HUGGGSSSS)))

Mic

[justme&bailey]

Hi Mic.

So sorry to here you feel down, you so deserve to be happy i hope you feel better soon, try to keep posting so we can help you too...

love
Mia

[Alice Alice]

http://dl7.glitter-graphics.net/pub/116/116427x5ykm6722i.jpg One night I dreamed of walking along the shores of different lands.
I could tell that You were with me by the footprints in the sand.
As I gazed upon the heavens, I saw pages of my life.
It was then I realized that You remained there by my side.
When the clouds began to gather and the rains came falling down,
I looked to only find one set of footprints on the ground.
I said, "Lord, why did You leave me in the troubled times of life?
I believed that You would always walk beside me day and night." (Then I heard:)
"My precious child, I'd never leave you.
I have carved you on the hollow of My hand.
It's then I carried you in My arms,
When you see one set of footprints in the sand"
Dear Lord, will You be with me as I travel through the years?
Will You be there in the struggles? Will You wipe away the tears?
As my eyes turn toward the ocean and the shores of distant lands,
I'm still thinking of the single set of footprints in the sand. (I heard Him say:)
"My precious child, I'd never leave you.
I have carved you on the hollow of My hand.
It's then I carried you in My arms,
When you see one set of footprints in the sand."
Will I hear the angels singing, as my life comes to an end.
Oh Lord, I long to see You. Will You be there once again?
My eyes turn toward the heavens, along the path of foreign lands,
Once more, I'm thinking of the set of footprints in the sand. (Jesus said:)
"My precious child, I'd never leave you.
See your name carved on the hollow of My hand.
I'm here to carry you to your home.
You will see one set of footprints in the sand.


Remember the poem

a flower for you sweet lady
http://dl9.glitter-graphics.net/pub/786/786709jewhhyipwl.jpg (http://www.glitter-graphics.com)

[val100]

Micou, I know love, keep posting and email me whenever. This will pass and you will come out of it the star that you are.

Alice I am so so so thrilled for you now keep it up excuse the pun.

You lot are the my rock, Micou it is a privelledge to give something back

[lonelylass]

Hi Micou,

Sorry to hear you are having a hard time again, I hope you feel better soon. Anti depressants were a huge turning point for me, took a couple of weeks to kick in, but they really helped me think clearly. Will email you.

Well done Alice, drought over eh?:D

LoLa x

[Micou]

Hi Everyone, I was almost in tears today when I saw what you had all written on here. I can't thank you all enough.

Gabriela, wow! I just love the twist on Footprints that you posted - the girl in the picture looks a bit like me, except she's got nicer legs!

Well, to say that I have actually hit rock bottom is an understatement. I've hit and gone through the rock! On Monday I had a car accident - nothing serious, am ok, just a bumper-to-bumper incident - my fault, of course. That really shook me and I ended up in floods of tears, shaking like a leaf and eventually took myself home. I crashed out from morning to late afternoon.

Today I went to see my GP and she immediately signed me off work until the end of the month. She has made it a strict order that I am to get some counselling and she will be holding off the antidepressants until I have done that - to be honest I just wanted her to gimme the drugs and let me get on with it.

I completely broke down today and himself didn't know what to do with me. He just sat there looking upset and lost. I took myself off for a long drive - just to get out of the house and be in a different environment. I truly believe that it is now over between us, but I wish my heart would get the message and stop holding on to something that just wants to drop into its grave and die.

He sent me an email a few days ago asking if I can ever forgive him and if not should he leave? Why is he placing that decision on me? I answered and, admitedly it was a very long answer, though polite and told him that I no longer knew what to do and he would have to decide on what was best. I have yet to get an answer - though I did ask if he could please give me a response to that email. By the way, we are still living under the same roof and in the same bed! Says it all really, doesn't it?

All in all, am not doing very well. I am hurt, broken and bruised and I don't know where to rebuild my life from. Right now everything hurts.

I hope you're all doing better than me. Thanks for being there. You have no idea how much strength I draw from you all. Thanks guys

(((HUGS)))

[Alice Alice]

Micou
i bet your a sexy Venus Beauty and you just forgot to remind yourself of the beauty ...i bet you can light a room up with your smile and your sparkly eyes.
I LOVE YOU SWEET LADY!!!!

[lonelylass]

Hi Micou,

Sorry tp hear you're having a hard time of it. Counselling can take an age for appointments, I would suggest if you are still feeling low you go back to the GP, I went back three times before they realised how far down I had gone. Once the AD's kicked in I felt so much better and able to deal with things with a clearer mind.

Hope you feel brighter soon.

LoLa x

[val100]

Oh Micou,
No man in the world is woth you destroying yourself over. Come on lady friend deep deep breathes find your feet. You are the maker of your own destiny.
It may need to be over for now, Please remember that. He may need to lose you before he will belt up his trousers forever.
There is no law to say you cannot leave this marriage , take some time out to heal and then look at rebuilding.
He is being a coward by emailing you asking what to do. He needs you to make or break this marriage as he doesn't want to be blamed for it falling apart.
My sweet lady you must pull your strength from its hidden place you are a strong woman you have the strength and ability to stop this killing you. you have a broken heart but it will keep beating without him if that is what you chose.
I am worried about you please if you need anything that I can help you with email me and ask.
Life is very short you do not have time to fall apart sadly your kids need you and you need you.
We all hurt here but funny the sun keeps coming up the next day and I promise once you have made a decision of what you want and need you will find the pain becomes something you can live with. You will recognise the hurt coming on and you will accept it and get through it with out it taking control of you.
I am your friend and I am here for you.
Would you like me to email you my phone number? I really don't mind.
Sometimes we just need to ask for help.
So much love to you. I understand you feel you are free falling, you aren't I promise.

[Micou]

Val, thanks so much for the support. I draw a lot from what you write and what you say does indeed make sense. No man is worth this and the man who is worth this wouldn't do this to me. I'll email you my number. It would be great to chat.

The last few days I have been nursing an incredibly sore throat and I feel completely run down and feverish. I think I may also be turning a corner, because I have been able to sense my detachment from him and I feel fine with that - not the panicky, clingy feeling I was feeling before. I've run through everything in my mind and it is crystal clear that I cannot go on like this. I look at him and all I feel is disappointment and regret. I do still love him, but something inside me has changed and I think I am ready to let go - as painful a process as that will be.

[Alice Alice]

hi beautiful lady...i will call you xoxoxo

[lonelylass]

Hi Micou,

We're all here for you to help you through this hard time, give Val a ring, I'm sure she'll cheer you up!!

LoLa x

[Micou]

Thanks Ladies, your support has been immense for me.

The last few days I have been feeling really angry with myself. I no longer recognise the pathetic weakling I have become. I am usually the one running around saving the world and now I am faced with saving my own world and I can't even do that. I still get tearful, but the pain is lessening, much more anger - a bit like the incredible hulk bursting out of clothes and ready to chew anyone's head off - has anyone noticed that the Hulk's trousers always manages to stay on even though the rest of his clothes gets torn to pieces whenever he "changes"???? Things that make you go hmmm????

I am in the mood for a good hearty laugh. I yearn to just burst out laughing without any form of self-consciousness whatsover, do you know what I mean?

[val100]

Oh my god Micou yes I always got bothered about his pants Haha that sounds great. Here is what I came up with.

He must have been tiny before turning green because his jeans become capri pants also this why do they rip at the ends surely they should just rip up the side, anyway i diverse,
obviously not every part of our hulk turns green and huge how terribly dissappointing ladies.
Then again would you want that wall of green flesh coming at you???
Things that make you go OW!

You are truly patheic, we all say it ,that is why I started this thread it actually was meant to read Micou the pathetic minx.
All of us started posting on this forum to bragg about how amazingly strong we were while lossing our partners. How it has been so easy to face the day realising the person we devoted ourselves to has hurt us beyond our wildest beliefs?
Being hard on yourself will absolutely help you Micou so keep it up girlie. Or maybe it is ok to grieve and ask why do you deserve this pain?? Just a thought.

Husband and wife are driving down a country road they have been tearing strips off each other all morning.
They drive past a barnyard with pigs wallowing in the mud, Husband seathing still, says relations of yours?
Wife replies , YES inlaws.

Couple decide to join a new Church so they go see the minister of said church.
He welcomes them and says to become part of our church you must abstain from Sex for a MONTH no exceptions do you understand.
The couple agree and go home, weeks later they visit he minister, they looked ashamed and guilty.
They say to the minister. WE are sorry but we broke our abstaince, the first week was ok the second week was difficult, We prayed for guidance and help to keep up us from temptation. but this week was just too hard My wife and I were together she bent down to pick up a tin of paint and I was just overcome with passion, I took her there and then we had passionate,filthy screaming sex for a whole hour we were like animals covered with sweat.

The minister looks at them with sheer dissapointment and says you realise you are not welcome in our church, Husband replies, "we know, we aren't welcome in homebase either!"

Smile pretty lady!

[Alice Alice]

Whats homebase ?
Sorry ladies i have been busy my baby has a bug... poo every where this morning it was all up his back to his ears all i have been doing is washing...and i'm on a blog about Portuguese drop outs, all i can say is stats are too general most times.
Micou i will and am going to call you Good to hear your dreaming of big ugly green men with small wee wees hahaha sorry i couldn't resist hope your laughing...i know you didn't say that.
Val you started it.

[val100]

alice the poo has gone to your head too I didn't say that well not in so many words HAha.

Homebase is a diy store

[Micou]

LOL! You guys crack me up! Thanks so much for that! I must confess that when it comes to green men I wouldn't mind taking a mud bath with Shrek!! Don't analyse that, cos I know he is disgusting and probably quite smelly, but he makes me laugh and he is so devoted to his beloved and . . . oh well you get the picture!!!

I am feeling so much better today. I am praying that this good feeling is here to stay. Maybe it's the glorious weather we are currently having over here. I went out and did a bit of shopping - clothes still falling off me - not quite in the way that I would want them too, but nevertheless such is life. :D;)

Ooh, saw a really cute guy when I was out and he even winked at me! Can you believe that I panicked!!! I mean for goodness sake, I have been through several months of sheer hell on earth and a cutie makes me feel special and I damn well panic!!! Do I need slap or what? I just blushed, dropped my car keys, clumsily tried to pick it up and felt like a complete idiot!! He must have thought what a wally!!!

Gabriela how's the baby?

(Joke from my 8 year old: Knock Knock! Come in!)

Egg and Chicken in bed. Egg kicks off the bedsheets angrily and sighs heavily: "Well, that answers that question!"

This man was sitting quietly reading his paper one morning, peacefully enjoying himself, when his wife sneaks up behind him and swacks him on the back of his head with a huge frying pan.
He asks, 'What was that for?'
She replies, 'What was that piece of paper in your pants pocket with the name Marylou written on it?'
He says, 'Oh honey, remember two weeks ago when I went to the horse races? Marylou was the name of one of the horses I bet on.'
She is appeased and goes off to work around the house. Three days later he is once again sitting in his chair reading and she repeats the frying pan swatting. He says, 'What's that for this time?' She answered, 'Your horse called.'

[Micou]

Ooooooh!! I say Billyboy has a big drill girls!!! Whoohooo!!! I got some shelves what need putting up . . . on the wall I mean . . . maybe you and your drill . . . Ooh I sayyy!! Is it me or is it hot in here??? Oh my!!!!!

ssssssssssssssssssssiiiiiiiiiizzzzzzzzzzzzzzllllll llllllllllllllllllllleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee

[lonelylass]

Oooooooooh do I love a man with a big tool and into diy too!! Watch your email Billy I'm a comin!!!!!!!!!!!:(

LoLa x

PS

I thought the DIY stores were called Ann Summers not Wickes, not the same ring to it!!

[val100]

As the milkman said to mrs doyle in father ted "will you put my huge tool in your box ?"and he gave her a spanner.

You lot are a disgrace I am offended. I feel violated by such crude humour


SSSSSHHHHH I love it

[val100]

Micou,

I took your number down wrong so finally got it sorted I will ring you in a day or two I am away from home at the moment as I am working in the city.

Do any of us remember firstbase billy?????????

Heavy heavy sigh!!!!!!!!!

[val100]

I remember firstbase, I remember first base. Just need someone to take me there:confused:

Maybe I was there and thought I wasn't :rolleyes:
You know when you are saying to yourself, I am not quite there yet or are we nearly there yet or, That is definitely a wrong turn, Chancer::eek:
This place is kinda familiar:confused:
Or maybe I missed first base and went straight to second :o
All in all I am lost for sure.

Americans what is first, second and third base? I am irish and I grew up in the country we learnt from the cattle.
My back is knackered :p

[Micou]

What is zis first and second and third base zat you people are speakings of??? Sweet innocent child that I aaaam don't understand what y'all speak of - note not very smooth transition from french to southern belle right there??

Best first base I remember was in the boot of my dad's car . . .:rolleyes: :p ;)

[val100]

it sounded more German there hun.

Is first base just kissing.

I remember when i was kissing this guy many many moons ago my foot would always cramp.

the best kiss before my H was this guy in school he was a year ahead of me I couldn't speak after it I swear he was fantastic. Trust me it takes alot for me to shut up.

[val100]

Would love to make some smart remark but I am upset just read sadbills post on sennens thread I am sorry if I sound like a selfish bitch to your post on it I didn't mean it that way

[Micou]

I read what was written on that thread and I too picked up on what you meant, V. You've been a rock to so many of us by sharing your side of the story. Please don't forget that and please don't ever apologise. I have drawn so much strength from your downright honesty and in many ways it helped me to take a long hard look at myself and the kind of treatment I had been allowing myself to receive in my life. You will never know just how much you have helped me.

I've come through all of this much stronger and I can look back now and see the mess I was. Things are still not 100%, but the pain is more of a dull ache and yesterday I actually felt the sunshine on my skin and smiled!! Yep, I actually smiled!! Can't recall the last time that I did that (genuinely) and it felt soooo good! I took a deep breath and realised I was so relieved to be alive.

I think I have now reached a point in my life where I know and I mean, I KNOW that I am going to be just fine. I have been a basketcase since Valentine's Day (the day I found out), but now I feel strong inside, more sure of who I am and I think I may even have the early hints of where I am going in life. It feels so good!

One of my uncles died yesterday morning and that has kicked me in the gut. I am not dealing with his death as well as I thought I would, but surprisingly my H really came through. I collapsed onto the kitchen floor and just couldn't feel my legs and he actually sat down there with me, crying. We were both clinging to each other, tears flowing and for the first time in ages I felt so close to him. The whole day he looked after me, checking on me and making sure I was ok.

Why is this so incredible for me? Well, H doesn't deal with emotions and sadness. He would normally dump me onto someone else to sort out while he would go running off in the opposite direction being the light and soul of the party to everyone else who would need me. Yesterday, he hardly left my side! I have never experienced that from him! We went to church and I couldn't stop crying and he even told our priest and everyone else he came across why I was so upset. His support greatly helped and even today he just wanted to sit on the sofa with me cuddling and holding on to me. He kept telling me he was going to make everything better, there were going to be changes in our life and even said he would actually sell the house and I could pick the land where we would buy somewhere new, there were tears (from him) - I am blown away . . .

[lonelylass]

Hi Micou,

Glad you are getting some emotion back off H and feeling beter about things.

Val, I read your post too, I thought it was an honest opinion from someone who has been there, if I may say, I think SB has some unresolved issues, if he is reading this I would like to say in your defence, that if I ever had had chidren, I would not want them living with someone who had mentally and physically abused me, maybe he doesn't know this?

I find you honesty refreshing and though a forum, where everyone is entitled to their opinion, I think there is a degree of bullying there, for what reason I have no idea. Just my view.
Stay honest Val and keep your chin up.

Billy:- ;) Been a busy girl..............

LoLa x

[val100]

Hi guys,
I would like to say so much regarding Sadbills response. I feel though I will just feed into what is going on with him and thanks to billyboy just telling me not to rise to him I deleted my first and second response to his post.
Sadbill the only thing I will say is that I was pointing out how we as women do always presume we will get our children just like billy had said about his wife. I also am pointing out that Through my own selfishness I never looked at how my husband would cope without having his kids. I now am looking at him and supporting him in seeing his children as often as he wants also supporting him as much as he lets me as I did hurt him and our family. As for taking everything else No I didn't and he doesn't financially support me or the kids his wages are his own I am more than able to take care of my family and he has the house.

Girls I suppose I felt the attack and it hit hard, I have had enough abuse and violence in my life as I say no point in discussing it as it feeds into his issues. Thank you for your support. I really do appreciate it. I suppose he said nothing I don't already feel my guilt is huge.

Micou so bloody proud of you is there hope?
My Gp told me whenever the sun shines stand in it just for a few minutes. I was in family court one day my heart was absolutely broken I was dropping my barring order and protection order on my H it was so frightening as I was asking myself will this mean you end up floating in some river ? I stepped out of the waitng room and stood in the sun and the only way I can describe it was my skin drank it in and I faced that judge and did something not allowed I told the judge this.
"I am scared of this man, However he is a good dad and is usually a good man and I want to make things right we all hurt here. I maybe making the biggest mistake but I need to take the chance" as always the judge growled read the file he said I remember you when you first came in you were in a terrible state. He then gave my H a lecture and told him that if I needed help he would automatically put the barring order in place that what he had done was inexcusable"
The sunshine gave me hope, strength, warmth and energy. Now I take time out as much as possible when it peeps out from behind another irish rain cloud.
Keep going Micou the sun eventually always stays shining on you.

[Micou]

Val I so need to give you a hug! I felt such sadness from you when I read what you wrote. You're such an incredibly strong and brave woman and I keep asking myself if I could do half of what you have done. You're amazing and a real example to me and others. I tend to feel pain and immediately cave in to it, because the pain is so unbearable. I wish I had half of your courage to just stand up for myself and refuse to take any crap from anyone! I can, however, be that woman when it comes to defending my babies. I could take a tiger by the tail when it comes to defending those kids. They're my whole life!

Is there hope? I can see glimmers, if I am honest. I saw an instant change in his whole attitude when he realised that I had been to see a solicitor and got legal advice. That was the day of my accident. He looked like his whole world caved in at that point and his whole attitude just changed - my solicitor had asked me to inform him that he was to leave the family home and only contact me and the kids through her - she was then going to back that up in writing. I seriously thought he would drop dead in front of me with a heart attack at that point.

I am seeing a new side to him that I had only dreamt about in the past - could it be a permanent change brought on by shock of losing his family? I don't know. Will it last? I don't know, but I have to confess that the last few days have been incredible between us and he has reached out to me in ways that I have never experienced before. He has also shared things with me that I never imagined and that has greatly aided our communication. I am praying that this will last, but I am still living one day at a time - my uncle's unexpected passing has reinforced that.

Val, you're an incredible woman, please don't go changing. You, Gabriela, Tia, Lola, BillyBoy, Raymond, JMB, Tim and quite a few other people on this site have seen me through the most darkest, painful moments of my life and I just wish I knew how to thank you all. There were days when I never thought I would get through this hell and it is amazing when I look up now and, just as you rightly say, feel the sunshine on my skin and how good it feels to be alive.

Pain, disappointment, fear are all parts of life, but so are joy, love, happiness and hope and I am feeling life turn to the warm and good side at last.

Was there mention a while back of a get-together in May?

[val100]

Hi there Micou,

Wow what can I say? I am just me no stronger than you. I found my strength a long time ago when people who I loved and had always promised unconditional love and support turned on me when I absolutely needed them most. Being given 24 hrs to live and they didn't even ring. At 18 refusing to sign the consent form that should I go into a critical state that my life would be saved and not my baby's as I was still carrying him. They couldn't do both.
You learn where your strength is, you pull it from your toes and you keep going because you always hope for the time when this will be your history. I couldn't have done all that I did without my H he was my rock however it was my strength that ade him let me go. When I told him I couldn't cope he would ignore it as he thought i wuld cope because that is wat I do.

All I know is this rejection. I realise it wasn't about me it was about the people I loved not being equipped to deal with what i needed.
The sun just keeps on rising. I am not strong today Sadbill hit that nerve, It is coming close to the anniversary of the assualt. The kids are sad. I am finishing up my job in the city which means I now am leaving my old life behind. I too am tired. I wan to fix it all but I can't I don't want him I think that is harder than wanting him and not being able to fix it.

I know this much I am nowhere I haven't been before and i know I will manage. Would like a break from life from hurt from sadness.
So am I strong no not really I am just a survivor and like you I wil fight off anything for my kids (this is the killing bit and truth be told the only reason why I am so so sad. I can make their lives happy ones if I fix my marriage but I won't be happy am I allowed to be this selfish?)

Enough of my whiging. Your uncles passing is so tough at this time for you but like tia when her brother got ill her husband came to her rescue maybe god had more than one reason to take him from your family?
I will support your decision either way as I realise how strong the bond is towards our husbands. I warn you this much though if this glimmer is there then honey take it very slow play a very simple game don't let him stop working at the notion of keeping you.
You are a beautiful lady with so much love and warmth to give you mind yourself and release that strength that you actually do posess.

Tomorrow I will be back to my fantastic chirpy self.
As for the get together in may I will have to postpone for another bit finacially the belt had to be tightened now that I am leaving my job in the city.
Sorry

[val100]

AHHHHHHHHH, ok I have had a good cry, My stomach is cramping so maybe that is why my mood is effected is that what happens, Never ever suffered with mood swings ah well I am 34 now.
Anyway I decided to do a bit of catching up, I have got to know so many of ye by what ye have posted on my threads or through other threads but have never read your stories. So billyboy I decided to start with you as I have a soft spot for you (wink wink nudge nudge)

Girls I have decided to produce a rugby team, this team will have such powerful thighs, strong arms and oh my god pure power & energy. The team will have to be a residential one and they will I am afraid have to reside with me ?????????? however I am willing to allow them leave of absence every so often so fill in your forms and leave them on my desk.
I diverse sorry.

Billy I don't mean to drag up your past but I have to tell you as I type this I am wearing Chanel blue satin nail varnish, I also have black nail varnish sorry to say it is even more in fashion than last year. It is however hi gloss.
My boys (as in my children not my pod of lovers) asked me was I turning Emo (same as goth but they hug loads)
You men just don't understand fashion.
I am fashion at its height.
Red skirt, neon blue tights the most amazing pair of french mo fo boots and black skin top, funky bob, no make up. If you see her, it is me!!
Feck that makes me sound like a weirdo Ah well sure what harm.
No quite rural ireland but at least it is different.
anyway I am going back to reading you sh**e lol moan moan moan gaud!!!

[Alice Alice]

Hi ladies i'm coming back to read all the posts
Micou i will call you this week..its been nutty with the baby being sick.

[Micou]

Val, how are you feeling today? I was worried about you yesterday. I could really sense you weren't the same Val we know and love.

Gabriela, how's your baba? Hopefully much better.

My uncle's funeral is today, but thousands of miles away so I couldn't go, but I was there in prayer and mind. It's at times like these that I realise just how much I miss being close to family and dear friends. Life has a way of being so unpredictable, doesn't it?

This morning I felt like cr*p and I nearly avoided work, but something within forced me to get my butt in gear and keep moving forward. Right now I am feeling low, but I already knew that I would feel like this today, so I have ensured that I am armed with plenty of tissues and Rescue Remedy. I am not expecting anything from myself today, except to get through till home time where I can go and collapse on the sofa.

I went and read Val's "Homebase" joke and that made me smile no end! Thanks V!

(((HUGS))) to everyone!

[lonelylass]

I'm a watchin !:cool:

BBB

Should've gone to specsavers eh?

LoLa x

[lonelylass]

Hi Val,

Hope you are feeling better today, thinking of you all.

LoLa x

PS H is due round tomorrow to collect post, so going to my art class dolled up to the nines as won't get time when I get back, show the B what he no longer has!!

[Micou]

Ouch BBB. Stick to drilling :p

[lonelylass]

Well he's been and he did notice, he looked terrible!! Nearly got into an argument, but stood my ground, I'm prepared to be civil why does he act like a child sometimes..........ARRGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I get the distinct impression, this is the very end of it, I think when he gets his money he is going to do a runner, maybe Oz as he was on about that last year, just a feeling I have.

I think he forgets sometimes what an Ahole he's been and this is not my fault, it's his.

LoLa :)

[Alice Alice]

Micou how are you?
sorry i havn't been around.