sjane1024
26th July 2006, 04:21 AM
My fiance and I have been in a relationship for 5 years, we bought a house 3 years ago and have a beautiful life together. He asked me to marry him 1 year ago and we were supposed to get married in a year. He is a wonderful man, and treats me like gold, always has. I made a very big mistake and started talking with someone from my past through email- I just needed to know that I was going into a marriage honestly and would never be tempted by this other man. I needed to know it was over between us and I could build a life with my fiance and never look back. I guess I justified my intentions, but I know it was wrong. So two days ago my fiance found the emails. He was mad, and hurt and all the expected feelings that go along with a betrayl. It kills me that I hurt him so after he has been so good to me. I love him so much, and this thing with the other guy is over! I hate evern thinkning about how I could be so stupid. My fiance asked for the ring back and hasn't been able to look at me since this all happened. I tell him I love him every three minutes, told him I was stupid and if took the rest of our lives to prove to him that I love him, thats what I will do. I know right now he is grieving his partner and best friend and I hate seeing hime in so much pain. I want to get through this and get married and put it all behind us. Is there anything else I can do but apoligise to him, tell him I love him and wait. Should I give him space, should I smother him? Please help me save what is left of my relationship...