fallenstar
11th September 2004, 04:47 PM
Well, my H has been out of the house for 2 1/2 wks. now and still "isn't sure". We have been going to therapy. I just received our cell bill and I saw he has been calling OW 5-6xs/day since the day I found out about A on 8/24. Of course he has an excuse that it was about work (she's a realtor, he's a loan consultant), about her H calling him and just briefly talked about both of there situations. I don't but it. Some calls were 30 min. long! I just don't feel like he's trying. I feel alone in this. I'm ready now to go ahead and file for divorce. It scares me to death b/c it's such a permanent move. I'm a stay home Mom and am terrified of starting over. It's so painful to think of it. I feel though that he is almost in a way waiting for ME to make this move. He told me last wk. that if I filed, he wasn't signing anything b/c he doesn't know that's what HE wants. I'm sick of everything being about him. Who's going to take care of me? That's what I have to think about, our son and I. Please tell me this is the right thing to do!