chrissiesnook
27th August 2004, 04:55 PM
Hi everyone, it's me back again. Sorry I haven't been on for weeks, but while I was on the ferry coming back from Spain I had a phone call from my husband. He wanted to see me, urgently, he needed to talk. Unfortunately what he wanted to talk about was the fact that his girlfriend had gone off her head and chucked him out. Actually there's quite a bit more to it than that,she's actually ill, but that's basically what he needed to talk to me about.
Started to spend a lot of time with him everyday, he took me out for drinks, dinner etc and we got on really well and I began to think that we could perhaps get back together to try again! In fact I was extremely happy. Anyway after a couple of weeks we went out one Friday night and he asked if I would like to stay in a hotel for the night! Needless to say, I said yes! Things were starting to look up!
Two weeks ago I moved into my rented house and he moved in with me. Well, two weeks down the line and he has decided its not going to work and he is leaving AGAIN!!! I don't know which way to turn. Realise I still love him very, very much but there doesn't seem to be anything I can do. He says he isn't happy and doesn't know what he wants. He still "has feelings for me" but he doesn't think they are strong enough! He thinks its a waste of time trying when all he's going to do is hurt me again in the future!
I'm thinking that perhaps I should just agree with him, perhaps he needs time to realise how much he does care for me, or on the other hand whether he actually does or just used me as a crutch!!!! He hasn't been on his own since he broke up with her because I came back at the same time.
I have to admit that everything I learned from the books went out the window. I did tell him how much I love him, and need him, did do everything for him, everything in fact the books tell you not to do. So I probably only have myself to blame!
It's going to be very hard to actually watch him walk out the door, and too tell the truth, I don't know if I am strong enough to go through it again. Once again my heart is breaking.
What do I do?
Chrissie
Started to spend a lot of time with him everyday, he took me out for drinks, dinner etc and we got on really well and I began to think that we could perhaps get back together to try again! In fact I was extremely happy. Anyway after a couple of weeks we went out one Friday night and he asked if I would like to stay in a hotel for the night! Needless to say, I said yes! Things were starting to look up!
Two weeks ago I moved into my rented house and he moved in with me. Well, two weeks down the line and he has decided its not going to work and he is leaving AGAIN!!! I don't know which way to turn. Realise I still love him very, very much but there doesn't seem to be anything I can do. He says he isn't happy and doesn't know what he wants. He still "has feelings for me" but he doesn't think they are strong enough! He thinks its a waste of time trying when all he's going to do is hurt me again in the future!
I'm thinking that perhaps I should just agree with him, perhaps he needs time to realise how much he does care for me, or on the other hand whether he actually does or just used me as a crutch!!!! He hasn't been on his own since he broke up with her because I came back at the same time.
I have to admit that everything I learned from the books went out the window. I did tell him how much I love him, and need him, did do everything for him, everything in fact the books tell you not to do. So I probably only have myself to blame!
It's going to be very hard to actually watch him walk out the door, and too tell the truth, I don't know if I am strong enough to go through it again. Once again my heart is breaking.
What do I do?
Chrissie