shannon
3rd June 2003, 02:37 PM
I found out my partner was persuing another woman where he attends college. I read his e-mails to her declaring he thought she was the one that he could finally be happy with. The things he wrote were practically word for word what he wrote to me five years ago. When his cover was blown, he said it was nothing and that he knew he did a very stupid thing. He said he didn't want to end our relationship and wants to rebuild and start over. The problem I'm having is trying to believe his sincerity. This isn't the first time, but it is the closest we've come to parting ways. He says he's trying to work on his cheating compulsion, but yet how do I know that he being genuine this time? I'm tired of being the fool. We both had a lot of big dreams when we started this relationship and it feels like they are all shattered. I see he is trying to make it right, but yet I have my reservations. How do I learn to trust again. I'm worn out trying to find out what he's up to!
Shannon
Shannon